Tuesday, January 31, 2006
I was about to fall asleep when jo came back from indo & msged to say she bought season 1 & 2 of desperate housewives & the L word! Then i made the mistake of asking about the OC & guess what, it didn't occur to her to buy it. WHY :( now i'm damn sad & i can't sleep anymore, thus i had to use my phone to blog. Okay gdnight.
Y bring on the bling
11:03 PM
11:03 PM
now i've got to study for chinese test & do that darn history assignment
how to survive in jc with all that procastination please!
i offically declare that Causeway Point's the most boring place on earth
sometimes keeping things inside me doesn't help
but i can't tell anybody either, no
i guess i'm the only person i can really trust
too many things happening at the same time,
i don't think i can keep up
i think i'm going under
Y bring on the bling
7:59 PM
7:59 PM
Monday, January 30, 2006
oh god, my phone's wonky again
so i can get a new phone!
but my mom's budget is like, $400 plus
my nokia 7370, i'll find a way to get you
before i forget, happy 17th birthday jacinta avril tan siew sin, my lover
i know i haven't been answering your calls but my phone's spoilt. we'll catch up soon, i promise! :)
just read all my previous entries since may 2005, i realise i've been rather emo huh. oh, the memories of the past
Coyote Ugly!
Adam Garcia :D
time to put aside all the homework.
oh wait, i haven't even started any
history & gp, & it's shopping tomorrow
now, when am i gon find time to do it
at least being busy helps take my mind off things
Y bring on the bling
9:58 PM
9:58 PM
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry, your screams play in your empty room
Y bring on the bling
9:04 PM
9:04 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Y bring on the bling
6:47 PM
6:47 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
three
memoirs of a geisha was rather draggy, but good nonetheless
couldn't say goodbye properly,
till tuesday
Y bring on the bling
6:31 PM
6:31 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
econs lecture was omfg, damn funny. half the people weren't there & the woman teacher whose name i forgot was like, chinese new year bad luck! & we were rebelling during lecture eg. one person cough all start coughing, laughing like crazy & recording her voice in our phones haha interesting!)
our danceworks is at marina square on either 25th or 26th of feb
anyway today was the usual meet-up & in addition to that, bag buying day :)
& no one's really sure who's letting go today,
Walking away
Y bring on the bling
11:33 PM
11:33 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
i want to grow up,
so i can eat a dinosaur
a great big dinosaur
with green horns, black horns, purple horns & white spots!
Y bring on the bling
10:20 PM
10:20 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
i saw veekay when i passed by potong pasir on the way home, i was so fucking happy to see her i tell you. but the worst part was i couldn't stop the car & talk to her :(
i guess you never really treasure what & who you have around you till they're no longer by your side as often & that's when you really start missing what you once had
veekay, keisha, i miss you both so much
dance just ain't the same without you both
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you're leaving yet again, but i'm used to it already, i guess
Y bring on the bling
7:53 PM
7:53 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
i hate goodbyes on the train
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i can't find the adidas bag on yahoo
fuck, i want it bad please
Y bring on the bling
8:53 PM
8:53 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
27th Jan, i'm waiting Mabel, our date! jo, you, & i can get our stuff (denim skirt, faded jeans, tops & more tops, sneakers, belts, polo tees ah!). finally after three weeks.
& all you copy-cats out there stop copying us! it's our secret shopping place please urgh
Chinese New Year's coming! which means no school & going out everyday woohoo
Feb's gon be an exciting month!
- O Level results (yes i'm actually excited about this someone shoot me)
- CJ & IJ's Danceworks!
oh yes before i forget, happy fifteen years & one month birthday Mabel!
ken kaniff is abso-fucking-lutely sick
my god jo, what's wrong with you
hahahaha!
damn why am i blogging such random stuff,
i think i need some sleep
goodnight
A picture's worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts
& tonight, I wish you were here with me.
/Matchbook Romance, Farewell to Friends
Y bring on the bling
12:21 AM
12:21 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
today has got to be one of the best days so far
went to jo's house, got to see nana & ingrid, met nor, saw mabelene at tampines mall, went to temasek poly, saw jasmine, claire, cabbed to nyp, then headed down to town, saw bernie, kyna & jen, met mabel, saw gwen, then veekay, majo & stelli.
now try to beat that
Y bring on the bling
11:07 PM
11:07 PM
don't go lor!
you were the one who asked me to go, excuse me
don't go shopping lor!
what shopping? i'm going to tp la my god
why do you hafta piss me off every single day of my life damnit
i'm in danceworks!
two weeks more or smth like that
dang
i'm out.
Y bring on the bling
12:08 PM
12:08 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
revoltage
revamp
rhapsody
presenting the ij dance ensemble with the three rs that are gon knock the danceworks judges off their feet!
Y bring on the bling
8:16 PM
8:16 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
today, turned out wonderful :)
& one word for you
naughty!
TSKK.
i'm out
Y bring on the bling
9:54 PM
9:54 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
back to ij for cca orientation
watched & filmed the dance
it was aiight la, really
mucked around with the dancers in the dance studio
learnt sa's jazz steps but sadly, i don't remember them anymore
VEEKAY & KEISHA CAME BACK!
omfg, i was so happy. :D
& of course, seeing the rest again was good
went for a super long lunch with mabel andrea ming jo nor veekay keisha jaime nut khym connie venelyn germaine,
then followed nor, jo & mabel to ps to get nor's phone fixed
didn't manage to go town to meet denise :(
& she's going off to australia tomorrow
oh well.
went for mass at 615, then dinner with family
reached home at 10, talked to jo for awhile & fell asleep on the phone
haha oops, sorry jo :D
Y bring on the bling
11:50 PM
11:50 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
ja rule ft. ashanti - always on time
Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
went home after school cos mommy fetched me, had lunch, read my book & fell asleep till 6. went out to meet jo & nor for funkamania at ngee ann city. the teams were good, especially the all girls one! OMFG. the best part was the adidas outfits, I LOVE
Y bring on the bling
11:43 PM
11:43 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
sugababes - ugly
my body is aching like hell now, that just only proves how unfit i am la, really. three eights to be exact
my god, i better brush up my rusty hiphop skills right about now, cos i really screwed up big time yesterday, so many people said i danced worse than my usual. that's damn sad la, right ming. :/
but, i made it into cj dance! hah uhhuh
finale night on monday, it was pretty cool. got blue hair, went out for prata with the rest of 1T04 after that, got home at 11 plus
jo came over on tuesday! :D mabel was sick, nor couldn't go out & jacinta was working,pfffffft! so it was only jo & i, but it was all good la, really :) i love you jo!
lunched with ming nicholas emily cephas xavier charmian after school, then sat at gelare & just chilled
i saw stefanie michaela tang xiu hua & david. omg, i swear i miss stef like crazy la. lessons just ain't the same without her please. & david is freaking annoying la. hahaha.
saw mitch & mich too. what's this, reunion day?
so, TODAY WAS GOOD. :)
I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed & stop
Y bring on the bling
8:21 PM
8:21 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
yesterday was.. interesting
went back to ij with nor, jo & jacinta
hung out at the dance studio :)
it was good to see all of them again
dianne, georgy, joyce, andrea etc.
too bad the smalleys weren't there
& veekay & keisha had sa dance :(
learnt their don'tcha dance!, & went to cine for lunch with jacinta, jo, nor, dianne, mabel, andrea, connie & tengming
then headed home & jacinta came over
so those were the fun parts,
skip the rest of the shit
cos it's all over.
my toenails are a gorgeous red now, i'm lovin it!
I've tried my best to rid these thoughts
Of you & I, it's so hard
When you come to me, I fall back on my knees
I've learned to hate love
You kissed me on the cheek & said
You'd never make it without me
It's getting harder everyday
Please don't say to me
Don't say I love you
Don't say you need me
Don't say I trust you
My heart can't take it
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me
Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me
Y bring on the bling
9:24 PM
9:24 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
I got a question for ya
See, I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie
Make me cry
Do somethin behind my back
& then try to cover it up
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
to save me,
You're too late
someone just shoot me
& spare me from going through all this
like i don't have enough shit to think & worry about,
now it's you
i don't know whether to trust you or not
sometimes i do, sometimes i don't
please, make up your mind
or get this over & done with
everything's changing so quickly
within a week, everything's different
i never thought changes could happen so fast
but, it did
nobody will fucking understand what exactly i'm thinking
maybe, you were never meant to be mine
Y bring on the bling
12:07 AM
12:07 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
tuesday
ig 26; jeremy momo denise lynette hannah nicoleds nicoleyong nigel nicholas xiangyang weiren candy emily jason & the rest, i cant remember. i know those names but i don't remember half the faces
ice breakers, mass dance, briefing by brother paul, signed up for courses, more ice breakers, break, met jacinta with lalee, went out & home
wednesday
games with ig, cca talk, mass dance, cj dance performance, cca bazaar, eyecandy please, lunch/dinner with lalee
thursday
split into classes
1T04, polaris; andrea ming claire poon priscilla jerry cephas nicholas eesheng xavier penny brenda mingzhu sally emily charmian harry bryan coburn, facils leo kenneth & dar
history lit econs math
today
went dragon boating in the morning, FUN. :D
my face is rather burnt now please.
lunch, then amazing race around kallang. walked from 1230 to 5. then went back to school, had bidding.
it was damn funny la! kenneth was like 'they don't tell you what you're bidding for. they can say oh it's something black & smelly. & congratulations! you've won a pile of shit. or it's something plasticky & white. congratulations! you've won a packet of tissue paper.' HAHAHA. hilarious shit please
so, we won a bottle of coke.
& andrea & ming are damn weird la. only claire & i are the sane ones. HEEHEE
met mabel, jo, nor, jacinta & celest after school which ended at 630
went to ps with jo to collect my phone (everything gone) then to cine for dinner
we should do this more often la, please :)
blingbling at the teeth just simply attracts me
AH i just found out smth
)(*#&;amp;$(#&^%_#%
life, is seriously unfair
ok i'm freakin tired now.
later,
Y bring on the bling
10:25 PM
10:25 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
i hate all the uncertainty
it's not that i don't care,
because i do
Y bring on the bling
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
it's back to school, not more ij. cj this time
holidays, fun, & being free & happy never lasts, i swear
sometimes i wish i didn't get the min. requirement to get into jc so i can just slack off for the first three months, spend time with the people closest to me (who are all not going to school cept mabel)
the whole after Os period is over. i waited for it to come for so long but now, it's all gone (okay i didn't mean to rhyme it)
everyone's saying this & it's so cliche but,
i really, really don't wanna go back to school
i want to just wake up at noon everyday, answer calls/ call people up, arrange dates, go out, spend money, have fun, go home, use the com, talk on the phone till 3am in the morning & repeat the cycle
HAHA, dream on la beverley matilda chow
& keep dreaming
okay maybe not that everyday, but it's difficult to type out what exactly i'm feeling. that's basically the gist of it i guess.
roar!
yesterday i went to church, came home, jo & jacinta came over, watched a few mins of the wedding crashers, baby geniuses, & went to the bed to sleep with jacinta while jo bonded with my bro over the xbox. then she came to disturb us & ahem, play around with spongebob. it was so totally wrong. then jo went home & jacinta & i talked from 7 to 10. :D i love.
so today, i went out with JO. mwahaha. watched king kong. my god, freaking long. like 3 hours? but it was pretty good. but i wonder why everyone said 'so sad, can cry okay!' hahaha. i didn't feel anything much. the cannibals were freakin scary looking though. & naomi watts is pretty! took neoprints that screwed up, met sheryl, lalee, terri & her aaron for awhile then left to get my phone fixed at ps (like finally!) all my messages & photos are gon be deleted la. :( had lunch/dinner at yoshi, & went to carrefour. uhmm. that's basically what i did today.
OH YES i got gorgeous red nail polish. but i just remembered i'm going to school tomorrow. so i can't paint my fingernails. NSBELWPYOEJRN
somehow my new year's resolution list is in great demand, so i shall post them here. :D
#1 study hard. i swear! i really do. i'm not gon just scrape through anymore. really really REALLY. (i bet all of you are going yeah righttt)
#2 (try really hard to) save money
#3 keep in touch with all my girls & never let them drift away
#4 dance hard. okay since i hafta join cj dance, might as well make the most outta it. that is if they want me la. mwahaha. whatever
#5 stop procastinating & go for those hiphop lessons with the jammers
#6 must make new friends. must. which means being friendly & approachable. i am, really! i don't bite, even though i can be a major bitch at times i really am very nice please don't be afraid hahaha!
#7 msg jacinta, jo, nor & mabel everyday
#8 pass every single test/exam
#9 get my priorities right (eg. study & dance & go out in right amounts HAHA)
#10 try to be nicer to my parents. don't lie to them & go home straight after school. HEEHEE
the one thing i'm gon miss the most are hanging out & chillin with all my girls. namely jo, mabel, jacinta, nor & stef la.
- mabel miss dance president has her Os to study for, danec committments to fulfil, danceworks & dance night to prepare for
- stef's going to sr, leaving me all alone in school without her craziness to bring me through the entire day. shit lessons are gon be so weird without her & jacinta
- jo has work from monday to friday
- nor probably has to work too
- & same goes for jacinta
i'm gon miss the late night talks with jo, the frequent updatingeachother sessions with mabel, the heart to heart spilling secrets sessions with jacinta, the almost everyday visits from jacinta, the constant smses to nor, threesome shopping trips & five people outings. these four people have become such a part of my life that now, it's hard to let em go. cos everything's gon change once school starts. & it's hard to imagine that everything'll go back to the nov/dec period, ever. but hopefully, we'll hang on to our friendship & not drift. i won't, i promise. :)
Yes, I miss you already, don't know how I'll go on
Oh, I miss you already, & you're not even gone
Y bring on the bling
8:40 PM
8:40 PM
